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Azi voi scrie mult ca sa imprastii pe aici ce am tinut in mine in ultimele zile. Hm. Ieri, uau, am stat pana la 3 in oras si nu o mai facusem de mult timp, a fost dragut. Azi am fost si mai multi si am cunoscut un grup colorat de EVS-hi. 19-23 de ani, din Spania, Franta, Germania, Turcia. Ma vedeam in Polonia deja. Saracii, au ajuns in Valcea si se plictisesc, e mic si au prea mult timp liber. Dar un grup atat de eclectic nu se poate plictisi. Abia astept. Inca o data, abia astept!

Intre timp ma preocupa ferma: mulsul vacilor, culesul cireselor si coacerea vinetelor. Am uitat sa mai citesc si poate de-asta astazi m-am simtit cam proasta. Am momente cand nu pot purta o discutie cu o persoana pentru ca pur si simplu mi se blocheaza creierul si ma simt incapabila sa fat idei. Imping si imping si nu ies si nu stiu cat de evident e (sincera sa fiu tind sa cred ca nu se prind oamenii cand intampin aceste dificultati) dar realizez eu si este de ajuns ca travaliul sa-mi provoace si mai mari dureri. Doamne iarta-ma ce comparatie..si ma mai mir.


Ma obsedeaza melodia asta:

Well it's a silly thing
That I've been wondering

Shall we drink a toast to
Absent minded friends
To all who turn the corner and
To those who went round the bend
Everybody raise your glasses
Drink and drown
Melancholy for the masses
Love come down

Well it's a silly thing
That I've been wondering

Maybe you will never
Bridge the gulf
Baby you are just too sensitive
Are you numb enough
Can we ever fill this
Impending void
Have we become what we intended
To avoid

Have you ever smiled for too long
Till you're aching
Have you ever laughed till you cried
Till your heart is breaking
Have you ever smiled for too long
Till you're aching
Have you ever laughed until your heart is breaking
Well it'a a silly thing that I've been wondering

Love is always riddled with
Selfishness
Few will find joy in their
Big success
From the sublime to the ridiculous in the
Blink of an eye
Funny all too funny
You're a funny guy

If it's too much to feel
Come this way my friend
Try to keep it unreal
Feels good to let yourself descend to pretend
We can transcend our everyday existences
No distances
How did we come undone
Became what we've become

Have you ever smiled for too long
Till you're aching
Have you ever laughed till you cried
Till your heart is breaking
Have you ever smiled for too long
Till you're aching
Have you ever laughed till your heart is breaking
How did we come undone

Have you ever smiled for too long
Till you're aching
Became what we've become
Have you ever laughed till you cried
Till your heart is breaking
How did we come undone

Have you ever smiled for too long
Became what we've become
Have you ever laughed until your heart is breaking
How did we come undone

Become what we've become
How did we come undone
Became what we've become


(Moloko - Absent minded friends)


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